Jill 2

I open up my computer and smile, though it is not a sincere smile.
This is how I would spend hours- Just sitting there, staring at the screen.
It brings me the closest thing to happiness that I can feel.
I quit feeling real happiness a long time ago.
Some things can mimic it, but nothing is quite the same.
I long for that feeling again.
However, people like you have brought me down.
You have taken my joy and made it your own.
Even though I haven't seen you for two years, I still can't forget.
You acted so sweet, yet you were so cruel.
I didn't even know what was going on until someone else told me- Through a text message.
It was truly a text message that changed me forever.
It made me think.
If my parents didn't utterly screw up, I wouldn't be here.
And the world would be a much better place.
Maybe, if we had never crossed paths, you would be a better person.
Maybe you would've ruined one less life...