Somniphobe

Every night, it's been the same.
Tossing and turning, my eyes wide open.
I could lay there for hours and still be awake.
I'm afraid.
My dreams are just my second reality,
Even though it's even worse than the first one.
The visions are fake, the pain is real.
It hasn't stopped.
I've tried everything.
Yet I still get tense when it's time for bed.
I should tell someone, but I don't have the guts.

I'm somniphobic.